Sunday, March 9, 2014

June 4, 2013

June 4, 2013

I can’t believe how beautiful my sweet baby boy is <3.  I could look at these pictures all day.  The pictures don’t do you justice baby Ky.  It breaks my heart that all I have left of you are a few blankets and these pictures.  I would give up all of them if it meant I could hold you one more time.  I want to be blowing up Facebook with pictures of you and how much you are growing and learning everyday.  Like I see every other mother doing… it’s so hard to accept that I’m not going to be able to.  I’m coming to realize that overcoming this is going to be a lifelong journey.  It’ll never get easier I will just learn how to handle the pain.  I love you more then anything baby Ky




 





1 comment:

  1. You are such a awesome mom. He knows how much you love him! I know we don't really know each other just the little bit from Lindsey. But I look up to you as a mother! You are so strong and even though he is not here you are more of a mom and more proud to be his mom then some women! I can only imagine the pain you go through each day. But know he is with you all the time and know he is proud to be your son! I love reading what you post about him it's always so beautiful.

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